/jp/ - Otaku Culture

i got a hand-me-down car recently but i barely use it
i feel somewhat guilty because it seems like my parents have these expectations that i'm not living up to, like even still they're still living under this delusion that i'll start going to parties or doing whatever normal people do if i'm just given the right set of circumstances
any time i'm outside i feel so out of place, it's surreal, like i'm a spectator in the environment instead of a participant
the only place i really ever want to be is in my room