/jp/ - Otaku Culture

When I fell into this strange land and was chased by ravenous monsters it felt like the greatest of fortune to be rescued by Yukari, a great Sage, who gave me food and shelter in exchange for some simple labors. Now, I wonder if I hadn't just be lead, step by step, to my own damnation.

The changes were barely noticeable at first, my skin grew lighter and more supple, my body hair stopped growing, and my movements went from clumsy and brutish to serene and gentle. All things that could be explained by a change in diet and occupation, and I was busy, so busy.

At first, Ran tasked me with menial chores like preparing ingredients and cleaning, but as time went on she would send me out to barter with villagers for seemingly inconsequential things like childhood trinkets or the last piece of a man's dango. I was awkward in the beginning and couldn't make even the smallest trade, but as time went on I started to notice the looks in people's eyes, how their bodies moved, how they smelled... trades that seemed outlandish before became trivial as I adjusted my own sub-conscious behavior to the rhythms of others, whispering sweetly, standing by their side instead of across from them, slightly touching their arm, it all came natural to me.

It wasn't until I began writhing in the sheets at night that I knew something was wrong. My dreams were filled with copulation, lust, being desired. Before I had tried to suppress my urges entirely around the beautiful Yukari and Ran, now, sneaking out in the woods and reliving myself at night was all I could do to stay sane.

And then the fateful evening came. I was awoken by thundering or maybe by my own moans, all I know is that my body was on fire and I couldn't leave well enough alone so I bit into my pillow and desperately relived myself over and over until finally, as if the wind was knocked out of my body, a powerful sensation completely overwhelmed and paralyzed me. When I came to and feebly stripped the sweaty and stained sheets from my body I saw, felt that I had a tail which gently swayed behind me and two new ears atop my head.

Ran didn't seem surprised when I woke her, instead, she lead me to a room, stripped me bear, and took measurements, struggling with the fact that my needy and sensitive self could barely sit still. Eventually she gave up and cut a rough shape out of a large sheet and tied it to my body with green ribbons, a garment I still wear to this day.

"Hmm hm, now it's time to fulfill your role." Yukari had sweetly told me, which brings me to today.

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"Uh, this human's been poking around our territory, can't you do something about him?" Megumu asked.

"Of course Megumu-San, I am your ever faithful servant." I replied to the great Tengu.

And I would. I'd appear before him as a friend, slowly earn his trust with small favors here and there until he let his guard down, and before long he'd want more then friendship. I'd accept him of course, all of him, without restraint or dignity I would love him wholly as a woman should. And then come morning I'd be gone, as well as all of his valuables. He'd curse Youkai and their existence, maybe cause a ruckus looking for me, but give up and swear off his adventurous ways before long, forgetting me.

I hated it. I never wanted to deceive anybody, I never wanted to be a lacky in a game I don't understand, I never wanted to be hated.

So, I'll ruin it all. All these self-important plans and cruel schemes that I'm forced to enact will come to nothing. Oh, I'll still play the servant, do what I say I'll do, and appear obedient, but there's always so much room for interpretation in my orders after all! Great plans are the leader's duty to see through after all, I'm but a humble servant.

And who could blame me? I'm just a Tube Fox after all, it's just in my nature.