/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>2106736
Well it's good for people that like VNs and Touhou.

Dear /jp/,

There must be something wrong with me. I can't get into touhou, even tho I love Alice.

I'm sorry.

Love, anon

I was more or less a hikikomori for 4 odd years after highschool. I was supported by my parents. I still maintained "friends" but mostly because they kept coming over to my house uninvited because they were bored. I mostly watched anime, played videogames, and read the internet, only leaving my room when everyone was asleep for fear of having to deal with my family.

I'm 24 now and a freeter after being kicked out of my mother's house. I live with one of my former friends. (Though he's a loud, messy, shitty flatmate.) I do suffer with social anxiety problems that while I had them mildly while I was in school, they are now much worse. Yeah, it was a pretty boring depressing life. But I'm not any better off now. (How I do miss my mother's home-cooked meals.) I find difficulties getting and maintaining employment, I'm constantly depressed but not in an "an hero" way. I just can't find the motivation to do anything, even playing videogames seems boring to me. I don't have any friends, I don't consider my flatmate a friend. When he's home he stays at home and I stay in mine. Everything is just so boring. As "Desuchan" pic anon was sure to point out the Hikikomori life is hard and yet I still want to go back to that life; Of not having to go out and work or socialize. Sigh... money is so hard to come by.

/rant